Monday, January 21, 2013

Think

Some people say I talk too much. Sometimes I don't know what I'm talking about so it's a compilation of words, ideas, thoughts, randomness jumbled in my head that blurt out my mouth. Sometimes it's okay say certain things and sometimes it's not. Somethings make sense and some don't. 

Take this for an example. 

A man works as a custodian 50 years. He doesn't make the employee of the month even though he's doing all he's asked of to do which is to keep the workplace sanitary. He doesn't receive recognition from those who are in "higher" positions than he is. He humbly does his work. Then he passes away. Some people might say,"Oh, he was such a sweet old man" or "he's in a better place". Some don't even know who he is. Some people might look at his life as one who lived quietly and humbly. He did his job, didn't cause any problems, he was kind, he was simple. And others will see him as someone who didn't achieve their dream. Their dream meaning the idea of success; a life well-lived; a happy life; something worthwhile; something better than being a custodian. 

Who cares though right? Millions of people die everyday that are not recognized. But ask yourself this, does that fact justify that someone shouldn't be recognized because others aren't or can't. But there are people who care. He might have had a wife, children, grandchildren, friends. They are the people who cared.

A doctor. He earned his PhD and saves lives and has been doing so for the past 50 years. He worked all the way up to where he is and is "going far in life". He receives the recognition from his co-workers, sponsors, the hospital where he works, his wife. He has done so much to benefit the lives of others. He earned the way he lives comfortably. 

When we see the custodian. Some people say he was a good and kind man. Some say he was just a man who was out of his luck in the world. But why? Why do some people downplay the life of someone who did his work honorably as "he was just a custodian" or "he didn't save lives".

Why then do we give so much praise to the doctor. Right, because he saves lives. Yes, that is good. He worked hard to get where he is and he is providing for his family. Because he was able to make something out of himself. 

There is a sympathy to the custodian. This imaginary person. Someone made up. And there are compliments to this doctor. 

But why do we in our daily lives in reality think to downplay certain ideas, certain individuals, certain peoples, certain beliefs. And then make these verbal, abusive, hurtful, and scarring?

You see the idea is not about the occupation each of these men had or where they came from or who they were. It's the idea that we perceive and make known to the world. 

Those words spoken from our mouths creates a negative atmosphere. This atmosphere is so strong, so compelling we get sucked into it like a black hole. And we add and add and add into it as it constantly consumes everything along with it. 

No one is asking you to let everything go on by and believe in everything you hear, but to discern what is good and what is not. To discern from Holy to perverse. 

What people think of you right now doesn't matter. It's not going to be with you for eternity. Peoples' perception of you don't follow you into your grave. And they certainly don't follow you into Heaven. Good or bad. 

Don't be discouraged by what others say to you for only the truth which is in Christ is what can expose you. And do not discourage others with foul words or harsh criticisms, but encourage in love. 

"I exist; therefore I think. (As to why I exist)"
We exist as children of God, as light to the darkness and all that is evil. We exist to serve others, to worship our Creator. But don't let me tell you how to live. It's for you to decide on whether you will keep living your life the way you are now, or to do something about your mundane lives doing the same routines over and over again and change it to a routine that is pleasing to God. A routine where you spend time with someone you love. 

Now, going back to the custodian and doctor story. 

Who would you say lived the more successful life?

It doesn't matter, it was just a story.

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Untitled

I want to feel the warmth of your body next to me
To touch upon the beauty of your face
How happy I will be
When our instruments for speaking meet
And dance to the harmonic melody that our hearts beat

When our souls connect and make simple music
I'll finally understand your cube of the Rubik's.
To know you deeper is a true desire
And if I don't get to see you, I'll go haywire.
These words that cannot describe you will always fail me
But this ectasy you give will never deny me.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

You

You by Kevin Kim

Capo 3

G B/F# Em C

Verse 1:

You spoke and whispered in my ear, and I finally heard

You told me, I’m a child of God, and you are Abba Father, Glorious God

You wiped all these tears of mine, and filled my cup, You took my pain away

Chorus 1:

I love You

I love You

These are all the words I can say to you, and they are

I love You (4x)

Verse 2:

You picked me up when I fell and bandaged my wounds, with the touch of Your great love

You found me when I lost my way and helped me back to your heart, Lord I thank You

You opened my eyes so I can see a glimpse of your beauty, it took my breath away

Chorus 1:

Instrumental:

Am G Em D/F#

Bridge:

Am G Em D/F#

Thank you for all you’ve done for me, all I can do is sing your praise

I will lift my voice for the glory of my King, (2x)

Chorus 1:

Chorus 2:

I’ll love You forever

My heart mind and soul are Yours

I’ll love You forever (4x) (I’ll love you forever, I will love you


Just a little song to lighten the weight of the world on my shoulders and let God take away my iniquities. (;

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Time flies at the speed of light

"I've said it a million times before, but you made me realize what it truly means to say I love you."

Sunday, January 10, 2010

















Well, I cleaned my room and all the stuff that were in my drawers. Pretty proud of myself. I have more room to work and it's a good feeling. Still have to do a lot of more things to do though, English project; finish reading my book, 2 book reviews, meet up with my group. My guitar string broke, so I'm sad and mad- sad because I don't have any strings, mad at the Elixirs that failed me. 6 months of no secular music, sounds pretty threatening, but I think I can do it. School tomorrow. Sigh, wish I were on break already. 3 B's and 4 A's, depressing, however all the more encouraging. Writing a song on the greatness of God. Need to take my driver's training. Tired.

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Laminin

The cell adhesion molecule in the perfect shape of the cross.
Colossians 1:15-20.
Go open your Bible and read it.
2nd Prayer meeting tomorrow!
Hope God will dwell with us.

Latas
^^<3(;

Albert Einstein

‘Let me explain the problem science has with religion.’ The atheist professor of philosophy pauses before his class and then asks one of his new students to stand.
‘You’re a Christian, aren’t you, son?’
‘Yes sir,’ the student says.
‘So you believe in God?’
‘Absolutely.’
‘Is God good?’
‘Sure! God’s good.’
‘Is God all-powerful? Can God do anything?’
‘Yes’
‘Are you good or evil?’
‘The Bible says I’m evil.’
The professor grins knowingly. ‘Aha! The Bible!’ He considers for a moment. ‘Here’s one for you. Let’s say there’s a sick person over here and you can cure him. You can do it. Would you help him? Would you try?’
‘Yes sir, I would.’
‘So you’re good…!’
‘I wouldn’t say that.’
‘But why not say that? You’d help a sick and maimed person if you could. Most of us would if we could. But God doesn’t.’
The student does not answer, so the professor continues. ‘He doesn’t, does he? My brother was a Christian who died of cancer, even though he prayed to Jesus to heal him. How is this Jesus good? Hmmm? Can you answer that one?’
The student remains silent.
‘No, you can’t, can you?’ the professor says. He takes a sip of water from a glass on his desk to give the student time to relax.
‘Let’s start again, young fella. Is God good?’
Er … yes,’ the student says.
‘Is Satan good?’
The student doesn’t hesitate on this one. ‘No.’
‘Then where does Satan come from?’
The student falters. ‘From God’
‘That’s right. God made Satan, didn’t he? Tell me, son. Is there evil in this world?’
‘Yes, sir.’
‘Evil’s everywhere, isn’t it? And God did make everything, correct?’
‘Yes’
‘So who created evil?’ The professor continued, ‘If God created everything, then God created evil, since evil exists, and according to the principle that our works define who we are, then God is evil.’
Again, the student has no answer. ‘Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things, do they exist in this world?’
The student squirms on his feet. ‘Yes.’
‘So who created them?’
The student does not answer again, so the professor repeats his question. ‘Who created them?’ There is still no answer. Suddenly the lecturer breaks away to pace in front of the classroom. The class is mesmerized. ‘Tell me,’ he continues onto another student. ‘Do you believe in Jesus Christ, son?’
The student’s voice betrays him and cracks. ‘Yes, professor, I do.’
The old man stops pacing. ‘Science says you have five senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Have you ever seen Jesus?’
‘No sir. I’ve never seen Him.’
‘Then tell us if you’ve ever heard your Jesus?’
‘No, sir, I have not.’
‘Have you ever felt your Jesus, tasted your Jesus or smelt your Jesus? Have you ever had any sensory perception of Jesus Christ, or God for that matter?’
‘No, sir, I’m afraid I haven’t.’
‘Yet you still believe in him?’
‘Yes’
‘According to the rules of empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, science says your God doesn’t exist. What do you say to that, son?’
‘Nothing,’ the student replies. ‘I only have my faith.’
‘Yes, faith,’ the professor repeats. ‘And that is the problem science has with God. There is no evidence, only faith.’
The student stands quietly for a moment, before asking a question of His own. ‘Professor, is there such thing as heat?’
‘ yes.
‘And is there such a thing as cold?’
‘Yes, son, there’s cold too.’
‘No sir, there isn’t.’
The professor turns to face the student, obviously interested. The room suddenly becomes very quiet. The student begins to explain. ‘You can have lots of heat, even more heat, super-heat, mega-heat, unlimited heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat, but we don’t have anything called ‘cold’. We can hit up to 458 degrees below zero, which is no heat, but we can’t go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold; otherwise we would be able to go colder than the lowest -458 degrees.’
‘Every body or object is susceptible to study when it has or transmits energy, and heat is what makes a body or matter have or transmit energy. Absolute zero (-458 F) is the total absence of heat. You see, sir, cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat we can measure in thermal units because heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.’
Silence across the room. A pen drops somewhere in the classroom, sounding like a hammer.
‘What about darkness, professor. Is there such a thing as darkness?’
‘Yes,’ the professor replies without hesitation. ‘What is night if it isn’t darkness?’
‘You’re wrong again, sir. Darkness is not something; it is the absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light, but if you have no light constantly you have nothing and it’s called darkness, isn’t it? That’s the meaning we use to define the word.’
‘In reality, darkness isn’t. If it were, you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn’t you?’
The professor begins to smile at the student in front of him. This will be a good semester. ‘So what point are you making, young man?’
‘Yes, professor. My point is, your philosophical premise is flawed to start with, and so your conclusion must also be flawed.’
The professor’s face cannot hide his surprise this time. ‘Fl awed? Can you explain how?’
‘You are working on the premise of duality,’ the student explains. ‘You argue that there is life and then there’s death; a good God and a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, science can’t even explain a thought.’
‘It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life, just the absence of it.’
‘Now tell me, professor. Do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?’
‘If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, young man, yes, of course I do.’
‘Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?’
The professor begins to shake his head, still smiling, as he realizes where the argument is going. A very good semester, indeed.
‘Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you now not a scientist, but a preacher?’
The class is in uproar. The student remains silent until the commotion has subsided.
‘To continue the point you were making earlier to the other student, let me give you an example of what I mean.’
The student looks around the room. ‘Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the professor’s brain?’ The class breaks out into laughter.
‘Is there anyone here who has ever heard the professor’s brain, felt the professor’s brain, touched or smelt the professor’s brain? No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, science says that you have no brain, with all due respect, sir.’
‘So if science says you have no brain, how can we trust your lecture s, sir?’
Now the room is silent. The professor just stares at the student, his face unreadable.
Finally, after what seems an eternity, the old man answers. ‘I guess you’ll have to take them on faith.’
‘Now, you accept that there is faith, and, in fact, faith exists with life,’ the student continues. ‘Now, sir, is there such a thing as evil?’
Now uncertain, the professor responds, ‘Of course, there is. We see it everyday It is in the daily example of man’s inhumanity to man. It is in the multitude of crime and violence everywhere in the world. These manifestations are nothing else but evil.’
To this the student replied, ‘Evil does not exist sir, or at least it does not exist unto itself. Evil is simply the absence of God. It is just like darkness and cold, a word that man has created to describe the absence of God. God did not create evil. Evil is the result of what happens when man does not have God’s love present in his heart. It’s like the cold that comes when there is no heat or the darkness that comes when there is no light.’

The professor sat down.

The student was--Albert Einstein

Latas
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