Saturday, September 26, 2009

Boredom Leads to Inspiration

I haven't written in a long time
But seems like there's nothing better to do
So I'll do this little something for you
The empty coke bottle on my desk reminds me of your body
The dumbell is like the weight of the world in my heart
Unspoken love, is a heavy burden to carry
I put my earphones on because I don't want to hear the things of the world except your voice
The lamp is a little too bright, but not enough to light up my world like how your smile does
The closet reminds of how long I stood in front of it the very first day I went out to meet you
Not knowing what to wear, staring foolishly
It's 11:27 PM, yet I don't feel like sleeping
I can't get you off my mind
I can't say you're a drug because I've never taken drugs and wouldn't know
But from what people tell me it's pretty drastic
Just like you
How a simple glance from you makes my heart twist and turn
Knowing I have no chance with you
A smile or a laugh is all I want, but once I get it
I can't stop
Only if I could stop all the insecurity and have you with me
My phone sits here right next to me
Waiting for a text or a call from you
But it hasn't rung for a while
My calendar says It's September 23rd, 2009
Seems like the date has no effect on love
Because I still feel like a little kid
This joy I feel when I see your name pop up in my buddy list
Like a child that got a new toy
I want to cherish every moment with you.

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